urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x &&IWill//Always^Love-You! <3 x-emma-babez-x 2006-05-21T11:34:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:5463 2006-05-21T11:34:58Z 2006-05-21T11:34:58Z What They Think.. What They Say.. <br /><br />Some People Take Frienship For Granted. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:5087 2006-04-19T08:33:44Z 2006-04-19T08:33:44Z The next mornin * Friday * Me + Sarah went to Scarborough with her mum + Perry.. We stayed their till Tuesday=)<br /><br />We got lost on the way their.. then when we did get their Perry crashed the caravan lmao.. good start=P<br />Not only that.. half the caravan was falling to pieces lmao!<br /><br />The first night I was pissed but Sarah wasn't cause she was still hungover from the night before lmao.. Sarah's mum + Perry were also very drunk + made abit of a fool of themselves infront of half the camp site=P<br /><br />Dunno what it was but me + Sarah seemed to of ate loads.. Sarah's mum said it was the air.. but we dunno.. just couldn;t stop eating=| <br /><br />Sarah seemed to be obsessed with emptying the shitter.. sometimes I worry about that girl lmao=P<br /><br />We met two lads called Lance + Jake.. very long story but Lance decided to say he was called Jake for the laugh.. we figurd him out though didn't we Sarah.. were like secret agents(H)<br />Me + Jake had a good old dance on the last night he was their.. bless him such a nice lad.. keeps textin me still=P Hehe!<br /><br />Me + Sarah both got hammurd on the 3rd night.. we had some beer back at caravan which we drunk then we went to the pub + we got a big jug of cider + I had some shots.. Can hardly remember that night I was that drunk lmao=| I do remember Sarah eating a tin of beans when we got back + throwin them out he caravan window lmfao! <br /><br />Perry made me laugh the whole holiday he is such a moaner=P when he banged his head on the cubard though + when he bit his lip ' EOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ' lmfao I thought it was a cat or a women screaming=P<br /><br />We had such a hoot in Scarborough.. playing monopoly + colouring.. can't forget nicking a plastic willy from the £ shop.. I still think I'm gonna end up on Crimewatch from doing that Sarah=| + you will be on from nicknig all that tomatoe ketchup from the chip shop=P no wonder they moved it the next time we went in!<br /><br />I Had A Mint Time.. Thanks Sarah Babes.. Love You..x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:4827 2006-04-19T08:24:16Z 2006-04-19T08:24:16Z Well a quick update to stop Sarah havin a go at me lol=P<br /><br />Last Thursday.. Me, Sarah, Kaytie + Chloe went down Mansfield.. First time I'd been out with them in ages! When we got down there we went to The Cave + Me, Kaytie + Chloe did some shots=P Hehe=) <br />Then we went to The Bank.. Pound a pint woooooo=D Me + Sarah brought loads of pints=D <br />Then Amy, Natalie + Sam came in + we were all just sat there drinkin.. all the Woodhouse lads were there aswell=) + ode Danny=D<br />I had to keep going outside cause it was sooo hotttt.. could hardly breathe=P<br />We then went on to Romans but one of the lads got id'd so then for some reason Me, Sarah, Addi + the rest went to Illusions.. Had a mint time in there.. Had a little crying session with Danny but won't go into to much detail! <br />Me + Sarah just spent all the night in there with Addi + this lad called Gaz that she met=P <br />Then at the end of the night me + Sarah went + waited for a taxi + Addi gave me his jacket when he went home bless him=)<br />We jumped in this taxi + then realised we had no money to pay for it.. so we planned to do a runner.. which didn't quite go to plan.. we told the taxi driver to pull up a few doors down from Sarahs house then we told him we were just popping in the house to get some money which he said was fine.. then we went down next door but ones drive then started garden hoppin till we got to Sarah's then we hid in her greenhouse lmao.. we was their for about 5 minutes then her outside light came on + Sarah was like 'Emma he's here.. he's here' + I was like nahhh he aint=P Next minute he's stood outside the green house door sayin ' COME ON LETS AVE YAH ' lmaoo.. Sarah just started pissin herself=P So I sed to him ' I'm just lookin for the key ' lmao then I came out + said I would go into the house + get some money.. then he started sayin your not wasting my time blah blah blah I'm calling the police=P In end i gave him the money + he just fucked off.. was worth the laugh though ha ha! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:4399 2006-04-18T22:11:28Z 2006-04-18T22:11:28Z I hate boys.. <br /><br />So hard to find someone decent.. <br /><br />It's hard enough getting over the only lad you've ever loved.. never mind more cunts coming along..<br /><br />If you dont know how to treat a girl I suggest you all just fuck off!!<br /><br />Your all full of fuckin shit!!<br /><br /><br />x..Not All Scars Show<br />Not All Wounds Heal<br />Sometimes You Cannot Always See<br />The Pain That Someone Feels..x<br /><br /><br />Love You Sarah Babes.. So Glad We've Sorted Everything Out + Were Close Again.. Dunno Where I Would Be Without You.. I'm Always Here For You Babe.. No Matter What!! Don't You Ever Forget That..=)<br /><br />And Thanks For A Mint Time In Scarborough.. Loved It..=) .x.x Mwah x.x. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:4307 2006-04-18T17:00:46Z 2006-04-18T17:00:46Z Pain..<br /><br />So tonight to celebrate I will...<br /><br />I will poison myself<br />Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom<br />That is spinning<br />And I close the door<br />And I rest my head on the tile floor<br />Sickness and sleep turning me cold<br />I'm still not sure<br />Is there some better place I could be heading towards?<br />I welcome death with open arms<br />Worthless, useless, undesired<br />Those words echo in my ears<br />I turn a deaf one and recollect<br />My stubbornness and fears<br />Lullaby sung so softly<br />By the voice of a seducing trance<br />As I fall asleep with dreamless thoughts<br />Once seen without a circumstance<br />Worthless, useless, undesired<br />The words fall fallen down inside my head<br />The corpses of one hundred innocently lives<br />Surrounded by the dead<br />Though I seem not to except this world<br />For the dreams that have been graved<br />I turn a deaf ear and walk away<br />On a pavement never paved urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:4069 2006-04-18T16:59:47Z 2006-04-18T16:59:47Z Love.. <br /><br />Let me ruin your life<br />Let me break your heart<br />Then I'll ask you why we can't be friends<br />Let me rip your world into little pieces<br />Let me destroy who you thought you were<br />And then I'll ask if we can be friends urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:x_sexi_girli_x:3753 2006-04-18T16:43:34Z 2006-04-18T16:43:34Z Why Do People Judge.. <br />Why Haven't People Got Anything Else Better To Do.. <br />Don't You Think I'm Sick??<br />Sick & Tired Of Having To Listen & See All Of This Shit.. <br />I Want You To Stop.. But Yet You Won't.. You Love To See Me Hurt